As if

Don't we (almost) all live "as if"?
As if it was a God, as if it wasn't
As if Life were friendly, as if it were hostile
As if this had a sense, as if it hadn't
As if a rose was beautiful, as if was mostly thorns
As if this moment is all there is, as if it wouldnt matter
Don't we (almost) all pretend it's true
or at least our truth
Don't we (almost) all choose not to be?
I write stories.. they come to life
but I misspell some words